איוב י:א פירוש: רש״י

My soul quarrels Heb. נקטה. My soul quarrels about the fact that I am alive. That is an expression of (Ezek. 20:43), “and you shall quarrel (ונקטתם) with yourselves.

I will leave my speech i.e., my trouble, to cry and lament, and I cannot forget it or restrain it.